WORDS...

"Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart." Angela Chase My So-Called Life.

There's something powerful about words that people when they hear you say it might just inspires them or maybe sometimes might hurt them. I can say that all these years I've been in that situation in which I've said things to hurt a person. I am not perfect, I can make mistakes like any ordinary person would. My knowledge of things around me are never ending, it's like everyday I learn new things. There are somethings that are meant be heard and there are somethings that are not meant to be talked about. So if i have something bad to say to a person i'd rather shut up and shut the world around me. Some people doesn't understand but do try to. But there would come a time that I would just be bursting out my feelings that you would have to try to understand when the times come cause i just might have no explanation with you. I can not tell for the moment if i am making sense at all or not? So do bear with me since my thoughts has always been clattered.... I just can't avoid being like this since there are things in my life that doesn't really make sense or maybe they do I just don't see it at the moment. Words will be words so for those who just can't control themself whenever they are angry or mad just close your eyes and count from 1 to 10 and just breathe.... that might just do the trick.

SPECIAL SOMETHING

When something seem to feel right and it feels good you don't want that feeling to go. But what if for some reason you're in a complicated situation which obviously seems to follow me around... Lately i've been thinking what i have when it comes to relationship seems to be normal but then again it's not. A few people that i trusts knows the truth. It hurts to know the truth but i got to face it no matter what happens. Though at times i just don't understand it but everything happens for a reason. I try to decipher everything that is happening to me and i do try to think positively. Sometimes i just can't handle that everything is happening so fast nd yet i stay in this situation. The reality of it all is that I AM IN LOVE. There's a logical and good reason behind it yet i can't comprehend it for the moment....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

April 1 Friday morning woke up feeling good inside though i wasn't really looking forward for that day to come for some reason there was something missing in my life. I can't even explain it nor understand why i feel that way.So it was my birthday! Most of my friends remembered my birthday, some was trying to reach me but they can't some trouble with cellphones or whatever... Feeling just a little bit sad about stuffs in my life but hopefully things would be better for me. The best part of my birthday was having someone special in my life... Got to celebrate that day with my loved ones. Then there was that call this might change everything and it just might be a start of something good. (still crossing my fingers!!!!)