"I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough." Noah (The Notebook)
Last night i was talking to Mylene and she did mention that i was too mysterious when it comes to me writing here, well in fact i am in a way trying to be so patient and to hide the truth . I guess from her I just couldn't hide anything she knows me inside-out. I simply can't hide the fact that i am very cautious to what i write especially about my lovelife. It seems that i try not to spill everything out, i guess it's still a working progress and things aren't normal as i've always mentioned it here. I'd rather keep everything to myself for the moment and still express my feelings about stuffs that I have been going through for the moment.
Lately i've been feeling sad but i try not to show it physically but deep down there's something missing in me, and that part of my life seems to break me into pieces but still i try to think positively. Maybe out of all these things i've been going through is a white light that can give me hope in the future. I thought everything would be clear but ii guess i was wrong, still i have doubts and maybe in time this will be gone i just hope that it would not be too late.
Last night i read this post from the friendster's bulletin board and let me share this one...
if a girl cries in front of u,
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go,
she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A gal wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom
she loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A gal wont cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego.
Guys,
if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys,
if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of u,
When she cry bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a gal cry her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
I do hope my message gets out there... Have a nice week ahead of you guys...
