Friday, October 28, 2005

SO THERE IT WAS...

"Lois, I promise, someday...you'll meet someone even more special." Clark Kent (Smallville)
So there it was Clark said to Lois in this particular episode when she asked "I've known a lot of guys who want to own the world. I haven't met very many who actually want to save it. How am I ever going to meet someone like that again?". There i was thinking to myself as i always do to the point that sometimes i feel that i don't even make any sense at all.... anyway back to my thoughts, as i was saying it had been a few years ago that i was once like Lois asking of how am I ever going to meet someone like that again?. See back then I've met guys that i had admired or had this crushes on then feeling heartbroken everytime i would find out that they are already taken or are wooing some girl. Oh di ba talagang feeling depressed?
During those times I was feeling down and syempre when most of my friends have soomeone for them i was asking myself bakit ako wala?That's one of those questions i used to asked myself for some reason I envy people having a boyfriend/girlfriend but then again siguro that's why i was so into romantic movies or watching tv series having love themes like Dawson's Creek; the Dawson and Joey love affair and then there was Buffy; Angel and Buffy never ending love team which in my mind still exist (hehehe!), Jack and Jill and my lists goes on.... So as it turns out i've always enjoyed the feeling i get everytime I watch a TV series or romantic-comedy movies though right now my boyfriend isn't into it but then every once in a while i do rent romanic-movies and make him watch it with me....
Then there songs that makes you more depressed about feeling alone and lonely for being single. For some unknown reasons I usually find myself one of those people not blessed with the so-called qualities like other girls who can attract guys so easily. Maybe things are different but for me i was one of those people who are called late bloomers when it comes relationship wise or falling in love.
Come present day... I have a special someone and well of course he's not only that to me but also a bestfriend. I never thought that I would find someone like him. Sometimes I still can't believe that I am in a relationship and that my patience did paid off. Whatever happens i still believe that there are someone meant for everyone. It just takes time for every individual to be able to find their soulmate, for those still in search or maybe still waitnig to be found i say God has his own reasons for it.
Enjoy the weekend ahead.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

I FALL SO DEEP

I Fall So Deep
Gary Barlow
I'm always thinkin' about you
I wonder if you can tell
These things I'm feelin' inside me
I keep them all to myself
Scared to show my true emotions
Don't wanna love alone
Because I fall, so deep
You'll never know
How far I go
And I know why
Hearts beat, desperately
I fall so deep
yeah I fall so deep,
Some people think love is foolish
While others think it's a game
I think that love is a fire
I'm burnin' up in your flame
I'm so lost in my emotions
Wanting you ever more, ooh ooh
Because I fall, so deep
You'll never know
How far I go
And I know why
Hearts beat, desperately
I fall so deep
I fall so deep
I fall so deep
I fall so deep
And I've come so close to the part
Where I reveal my heart to you
But I lose my nerve, can't find the words
To tell that it's true
I fall so deep
I fall, so deep
You'll never know
How far I go
And I know why
Hearts beat, oh so desperately
I fall so deep
I fall, so deep
You'll never know (never know)
How far I go (you'll never know)
And I know why
Hearts beat, desperately
I fall so deep
I'm always thinkin' about you (I fall so deep)
I wonder if you can tell (and I fall so deep)
These things I'm feelin' inside me (I fall so deep)
'Cause I fall so deep

Thursday, October 13, 2005

LIFE'S DECISION

"One journey has ended a new one has begun." Jor-El (Smallville)
I had to search for this quote i got from smallville since it's premiere. I just wanted to share it with you guys since this just made me think for sometime now... I must admit that i'm feeling peaceful with myself, it's sort of this serene feeling knowing that i've made certain decisions in my life that i won't be regretting anytime soon. I'm just hoping and praying that HE would guide me all through out. Serious ko naman noh? it's just so happens that part of my personality is mostly the serious side and the flip side. I think i'm kinda weird in a way that only a few people can truly understand me. Then there's my being so impulsive at certain things like in my actions and words. Sometimes i feel that my life doesn't really makes sense at all but i do trust fate for whatever/wherever it leads me then maybe there's a
good reason behind it...
Another journey has begun that is for me to say... some may not understand it and for some who trust me they supports me about it. It's been a while and i've been thinking of the person i've become. Of the things i've experience being on my own and becoming an adult. The people that i've met and those who had made an impact in my life. I guess i'm being melodramatic about it all. There are just some changes/decisions that you make and live with it. No one can tell you how to live your life because everything is purely your choice, you made it. Just a reminder to myself of my life's decisions... Anyway enjoy the rest of your week....