WhY i HaTe It WhEn YoU'rE OnLiNe 2

I did tell him what was on my mind about this whole topic and well he says to me why would i worry of something that means nothing to him. For anyone's information the impulsive side of me did make a special appearance from my last blog. It just so happens that deep inside i have this fear of him meeting somebody online like the last girlalu. I do trust him but then i have this little space for doubt that may or may not grow at all. Maybe it's just normal for me to get worried over little things that may or may not happen at all. But i need to relax and just enjoy my life and every single moment of it. The thing is he knows that i really don't like it when he goes online in a chatroom, viewing strangers and exchanging IM's but if it was in a chatroom and it wasn't like he was into one person then i think i might feel okay wiht it.

Anyway gals and guys thanks for reading my blog and for bearing with me for the last few months with my thoughts. Enjoy the rest of the week!

WhY i HaTe It WhEn YoU'rE OnLiNe...

This past few weeks i go to sleep then wake up early morning to see u still sitting in front of the computer in the chat room. Talking to people you haven't even seen before then they let you view their webcam, i would usually comment on how they look call me judgmental but i am just being sarcastic about the whole thing. I have no idea if you can call this jealousy or whatever. I don't really care. I just hate it eventhough i know deep inside that i am the one you love and not this lowlife b*tches (sorry for th word!) but how could you say that maybe they just needed a friend, don't they even have friends of their own or maybe yet go to a bar or something. If you feel horny eh di ikaskas mo sa pader DUH!!!!!!! As if I care!

I'm sorry guys but i'm a little furious with him, though he doesn't really know it but deep down maybe he does. Sometimes I just let it go because before this was the life you know before i even came into your life but now it's different. I'm not the type who tells you what to do and not to do but then know your action, make sure that I won't feel uncomfortable about it. The thing i hate most is you tell me i can't sleep then you go online for hours, so tell me how can going online make you sleep. DUH???????????? I'm sorry for the rest na ganun ang ginagawa. I just couldn't understand why he does it? I'm just going to pour it here while i haven't confront him but one day i will SOON.... but until then.....

THE BIRTHDAY THAT WAS...

"I think I'd still miss you even if we had never met." Nick Mercer (The Wedding Date)

Though it's been almost a week since my birthday had passed April 1, 2006, i'm still in that mood of celebrating it in my own little world. I did have a very good time on my birthday. We (Ian and Me) bought Chinese foood (Lo Mein, Wanton soup, General Tso's Shrimp) and Cluck-U-Wings and Chicken (wingers and barbecue Ribs-like a gigantic ribs!). I celebrated it at my cousin's house and i did have my cake (ice cream cake given by my cousins). It was just a small get together of family and friends. Nothing really big. The fact that i had most of my loved ones with me during that day was good enough for me to celebrate it.

Got to chat with my tita Josie in the morning and in the afternoon. I also got to chat with my tita tets and got to see my lola in the webcam. What the technology can do just to bring loved ones together. What a birthday I had....

Lately I've been catching The Wedding Date on tv though i've already seen it a couple of times. The line which opens my blog comes from there. When i first saw the movie i didn't really pay attention to it but when i saw it again this line struck me. It was as if i have this light that just turned on for some reason. I guess in the back of my mind that was my line. Syempre if I was the girl eh kikiligin ako and it would send shiver to my spine like someone has blown air at the back of my neck. When I saw the movie this time around I paid attention to every detail of the movie and when it was almost finish I found myself crying at the part where they had this really big fight. I thought damn it's over but deep down since i've already seen the movie eh i know that it was still them... Just wanted to share to you guys this really nice line that touched my heart.

Anyway have a nice weekend ahead of you!