"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived." William Parrish (Meet Joe Black)
What a nice way to start my post! As of today i went to work and got into thinking about certain things that i should do for my boyfriend. I don't know i feel that i should be able to express myself clearly with him though i do know that he knows how i really feel about him. It's a matter of me feeling secure about this relationship i have right now. I sound so serious, well i guess it all boils down to one thing and that is i am in love and i want to let the whole world to know about it. But it isn't simple everything is complicated with me maybe i still have my issues with rejections. I've been rejected so many times that i got so used to it . That when someone comes along and loves me for who or what i am i still fear that somehow i'll be rejected again. It all leads to poor self-esteem and maybe that's an issue i should be dealing with.
Don't i sound pathetic? i guess i have the other serious side of me worrying about the smallest things that sometimes i shouldn't be worried about. I know, i know it sounds so dumb but that's who i am.
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