"It's my heart, and its broken."

This was what Finn (as in si Ethan Hawke!!!!) said from the movie Great Expectations when he was asked what happened to him. And this very line made me think of how many times a person can be heartbroken by someone he/she loves. No matter what that certain love one had done we still accept them wholeheartedly. We forgive them and take them back. But sometimes it's not the case especially if that person has greatly inlficted you with pain to the point where you start to hate that person. Only time can tell when your heart or ego would be healing and that would be the time you can truly forgive the person.

I'm not saying that you'll be hating the person forever but things change when it happens. You can not even return to the way it used to be like if that is your friend, your friendship could never go back to the way it was when that certain situation happens. Maybe it's different for other people they can just forgive and forget like it never happened but for some of us (yes i am part of those who can forgive but never forget...) we may forgive but never forget or either both.

My heart has been broken so many times that i never thought someone would come along and show me that time heals all wounds no matter how deep. But then there are certain people who keeps breaking my heart may it be a relative or a friend for simlpy doing things that would make my eyes roll all over the place and making my eyebrows rise for the right reasons. I, too can not please everybody, so there might be certain decisions in my life that you might not agree or disapprove of. I know that people closed to me understands and supports me in everything I do.

Sometimes i would come to a certain thinking whenever i talked to a friend or say something that maybe didn't came out right that i might just be a bad person for saying something to that person that he/she might not agree to my opinion. But then this is who I am and this is what i believe in. It's either you accept me for who I am or simply walk away so we wouldn't have to disagree on things. But then I know when and how to simply accept you for who you are and try to comprehend everything about a person's life.

Here I am again being all SERIOUS and my head aches from all these thoughts sometimes. So i do hope everybody enjoys the week ahead......

THE GIFT

January 10, 2006 i received a very unique gift one that i have been hoping to get but still it's just another step forward to a wonderful start of me becoming what i have been dreaming for a couple of years since i've finished college, Mary Grace R. Fule OTR. From now on i would be thinking and breathing as if i am in that position but at the back of my mind still have a little doubt that it might not happen. A little confidence is what i need and a lot of support from loved ones. I do have one lucky charm that when he came into my life everything just fell into place and some other inspiration(?) in studying and i would be thankful knowing that they're negativity would do me good. (still i'm crossing all my fingers!) HAHAHAHA!

I just can't believe that everything's happening so fast ganito pala. True nga ang say ni Mylene no matter how long i have waited when it comes sunod-sunod na siya. My gosh! I don't even know what to feel excited and afraid at the same time...

Mariah Carey Lyrics
I Can Make It Through The Rain Lyrics
When you get caught in the rain with no where to run

When you're distraught and in pain without anyone

When you keep crying out to be saved

But nobody comes and you feel so far away

That you just can't find your way home

You can get there alone

It's okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own

And I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in

You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly

And you'll find what you need to prevail

What you say is

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own

And I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the wind blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid

There's nothing you can't face

And should they tell you you'll never pull through

Don't hesitate, stand tall and say-ay-yeah-yeah-hey-ey-yeah

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own

And I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain

And stand up once again

And I live one more day And

I can make it through the rain( oh Yes you can)

You're gonna make it through the rain...

From one of my favorite singer.... Mariah Carey....

oh well until my next posts! Hope everyone enjoy your weekend!

THE SAD PART

Start of the year 2006 we started off watching two movies on the 2nd and 3rd day of January, 1st Fun with Dick and Jane one of the funniest movie I've seen of Jim Carrey who by the way hasn't lose his touched being one of the best comedian.

2nd we saw KingKong it was a good movie though it was 3 hours long. The effects was awesome even the pre-historic animals such as the big spiders, cockroaches, T-Rex and also other dinosaurs. Then came the end of it and when the mighty Kong had finally found security and trust in a young struggling actress the world was against him due to fear just because he was different. Di ko na ikwento pa basta watch na lang kayo and you'll understand.

That was when I felt a little sad, it was like also feeling Kong's own when he felt he had to let go of that feeling that he is already satisfied and that he can finally give up on his life because he is happy. That's how life is when you have finally found that you are at peace and happy with life sometimes people are like that but mostly we still look for something missing in our life. Maybe as the saying goes an individual couldn't be satisfied with life because there will always be something he/she is looking for but once he/she has found it there would be peace and harmony in life. Just some thoughts for the week. Later friends............ have a nice week!

LATEST SONG OF PAROKYA ni EDGAR

Para Sa'yo

Parokya Ni Edgar

Lumayo ka na sa akin

Wag mo kong kausapin

Parang awa mo na

Wag kang magpapaakit sa akin

Ayoko lang masaktan ka

Malakas ako mambola

Hindi ako santo

CHORUS:

Pero para sa'yo

Ako'y magbabago

Kahit mahirap

Kakayanin ko

Dahil para sa'yo

Handa kong magpakatino

Laging isipin

Lahat ay gagawin

Basta para sa'yo

Hindi ikaw yung tipong niloloko

At hindi naman ako

Yung tipong nagseseryoso

At kahit

Sulit sana sa'yo ang kasalanan

Lolokohin lang kita

Kaya't kung pwede wag nlang dahil

Ayoko ngang masaktan ka

Wag kang maniniwala

Hindi ako santo

Pero para sa'yo

Ako'y magbabago

Kahit mahirap

Kakayanin ko

Dahil para sa'yo

Handa kong magpakatino

Laging isipin

Lahat ay gagawin

Basta para sa'yo

Bakit nakikinig ka pa

Matatapos na ang kanta

Pinapatakas na kita

Mula nung unang stanza

Hinde ka ba natatakot

Baka ikaw ay masangkot

Sa mga kasalanan ko

Pero para sa'yo

Ako'y magbabago

Kahit mahirap

Kakayanin ko

Dahil para sa'yo

Handa kong magpakatino

Laging isipin

Lahat ay gagawin

Basta para sa'yo

Ako'y magbabago

Kahit mahirap

Kakayanin ko

Dahil para sa'yo

Handa kong magpakatino

Laging isipin

Lahat ay gagawin

Basta para sa'yo

Well here's once more one of the latest song of my favorite band Parokya ni Edgar. What people doesn't know or maybe they do these guys have their serious side although hindi masyadong halata cause they usually blend it with some funny anecdotes or for teh fun of it some funny situation. That's my Parokya ni Edgar!