"It's my heart, and its broken."

This was what Finn (as in si Ethan Hawke!!!!) said from the movie Great Expectations when he was asked what happened to him. And this very line made me think of how many times a person can be heartbroken by someone he/she loves. No matter what that certain love one had done we still accept them wholeheartedly. We forgive them and take them back. But sometimes it's not the case especially if that person has greatly inlficted you with pain to the point where you start to hate that person. Only time can tell when your heart or ego would be healing and that would be the time you can truly forgive the person.

I'm not saying that you'll be hating the person forever but things change when it happens. You can not even return to the way it used to be like if that is your friend, your friendship could never go back to the way it was when that certain situation happens. Maybe it's different for other people they can just forgive and forget like it never happened but for some of us (yes i am part of those who can forgive but never forget...) we may forgive but never forget or either both.

My heart has been broken so many times that i never thought someone would come along and show me that time heals all wounds no matter how deep. But then there are certain people who keeps breaking my heart may it be a relative or a friend for simlpy doing things that would make my eyes roll all over the place and making my eyebrows rise for the right reasons. I, too can not please everybody, so there might be certain decisions in my life that you might not agree or disapprove of. I know that people closed to me understands and supports me in everything I do.

Sometimes i would come to a certain thinking whenever i talked to a friend or say something that maybe didn't came out right that i might just be a bad person for saying something to that person that he/she might not agree to my opinion. But then this is who I am and this is what i believe in. It's either you accept me for who I am or simply walk away so we wouldn't have to disagree on things. But then I know when and how to simply accept you for who you are and try to comprehend everything about a person's life.

Here I am again being all SERIOUS and my head aches from all these thoughts sometimes. So i do hope everybody enjoys the week ahead......