SUMMER HEAT

This summer heat just makes me feel so not in the mood and it just makes me angrier with stuffs going on with my life. i don't know for some reason every little thing pisses me off and it occured to me now that it might be the pregnancy period or whatever it is, i can't seem to be happy this past few days. It just pisses me off and i hate that feeling.. It just won't go away as much i wanted to. I hate, hate hate everything right now and i don't know what to do. I hate the feeling of not knowing what to do and not knowing how i can make myself be happy and satisfied for the moment. I can't even talk to anyone about it and it just makes me feel so powerless over something that i couldn't understand myself. I guess i juast needed to write it down and express it myself and just maybe i would feel much better. I got a lot of things on my mind right now and it just pisses me off when i can't even do anything about stuffs. But in time i would eventually do. As of now this is it...