POCONO, PA

Lance
The Trolley ride

L-R: Kuya JV, Papa JJ, Wendell and Lance

Water falls at the mini golf course

Lunch at Thai Thani

The park

Muah!

The food at Lee Tokyo Steakhouse

Our chef who reminds me of someone but i can't remember who it was.

Gladys posing

"Anak this is how you do it." Inay shows Lance

Showing off my skills at paint ball.

"Look Lance, watch and learn." daddy shows Lance

"Go fro gold Mel!"

Posing fro the camera!

June 30 - July 1, 2007. We (my cousins and friends) went to Pocono, PA for some R & R. Although Ian and Ian wasn't there still i enjoyed the weekend. on our first day we had the Trolley tour and had lunch at a thailand restaurant. Then they went rafting/canoing while i stay at the park to wait for them since i wasn't allowed to since i am pregnant (8 months). I was able to people watch and enjoy my solitude thinking of stuffs going on in my life and how close i am to getting to the finish line (giving birth!) which makes me excited at the thought of it and a little scared at the same time. After we check in at the knights inn motel/hotel, that wasn't really bad since we were going to stay overnite.

2nd day we had breakfast and went to the flea market. I wasn't able to buy anything and was a little disappointed. Anyway after they went riding the go kart and again can't join them. But we did some paint ball and archery which was really cool. After which we went straight to the target shooting but since i was riding in another car with our friend Joanna who had her nephews with her, we had lunch as they went ahead to the target shooting. When we finally got at the target shooting again i wasn't allowed together with my favorite nephew Lance to go inside. Next stop was the waterpark at Camel Beach though it wasn't really a beach in the middle of the mountain but mostly pools. There's a lot of rides and fun stuffs to do. The place was really cool and although it was kind of cold still we enjoyed the kid's pool and the wave pool. Too bad i wasn't able to buy souvenirs from the shops there. Didn't have enought time. Anyway i will posting some photos and will make sure to post more next time.

Billie Myers - Kiss The Rain

love,love ,love the song!!!

THE POEM

Gistening eyes;Steadly beating heart

Darts making hearts fall apart.

Every passing second,the same thoughts run through my head

My heart put out on a fine piece of thread.

Brace myself,promising not to cry,praying for the pain to finally die.

Shall every word,every thought;every dream decieve me?

All the pain unintentionally caused

That all our memories someday fade.

HI guys just wanting to share with you this poem that my good friend daena made (but then again without permission, I hope it's ok with her!!!) Anyway hope everyone has a good start of the week. Catch you guys later.

Way Back Into Love (Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore)

I've been living with a shadow overhead 


I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long 


Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on 


I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away 


Just in case I ever need em again someday 


I've been setting aside time 


To clear a little space in the corners of my mind 



All I want to do is find a way back into love 


I can't make it through without a way back into love 
Oh oh oh 



I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine 


I've been searching but I just don't see the signs 


I know that it's out there 


There's got to be something for my soul somewhere 



I've been looking for someone to shed some light 


Not just somebody just to get me throught the night 


I could use some direction 


And I'm open to your suggestions 



All I want to do is find a way back into love 


I can't make it through without a way back into love 


And if I open my heart again 


I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end 



There are moments when I don't know if it's real 


Or if anybody feels the way I feel 


I need inspiration 


Not just another negotiation 



All I want to do is find a way back into love 


I can't make it through without a way back into love 


And if I open my heart to you 


I'm hoping you'll show me what to do 


And if you help me to start again 


You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Way Back Into Love (full version)

From the movie Music and Lyrics. I love the song!

My SURPRISE BABY SHOWER June 2, 2007

The whole gang
Drinking baby bottle contest

The winners ( Sarah and Mel)

Balloon contest arts

Cathy and Me

Wendell, Berna and Me

Lance, Mel, Me and Kuya JV

Theye, papa JJ and Me

Gladys and Me

Kid Rock Featuring Sheryl Crow

Nice song!!!

Reality Bites (1994)

"Hi.
I was wondering if I could talk to you for a minute...
before you go.
See, the thing is that, um...
Well...
my dad died.
Oh, god, Troy. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
No. It...
What happened was that, um...
I kind of got this arcane glimpse at the universe.
And the best thing that I can say about that is...
I don't know. I...
I have this... this planet of regret...
sitting on my shoulders.
And you have no idea how much I wish that I could go back...
to that morning after we made love...
and do everything different.
But I know that I can't, so...
I thought that I would come here and tell you something.
And what I wanted to tell you...
was that I love you...
and, uh... just wanted to make sure that that was clear...
so that there wasn't any confusion.
Um...
So, anyway, uh...
Where are you going?
I was going to look for you.
What for?
Just... wanted to see if you were OK.
Well, I had a shitty week, you know." (more)

Reality Bites Troy/Lelaina Sleep Together

My favorite Scen from Reality Bites

Reality Bites (1994)

i love this scene from reality bites and Ethan Hawke really sings!

Laley - I'll Be Okay

I love this song!!! Lucas is so cute!

AGAINST ALL ODD, am I?

I used to think that this co-worker of mine was cool not until last Friday when he did the lowest of all action. That is to reveal secrets that only a few of us know and reveal it to the person we all hate. What i don't understand is how can he spill it to her when he was one of the first who hates this person and he was the one who usually talks behind her back. He keeps telling us how she's so stupid and how he dislikes her. Then in just a snap of a finger he says everything to her.

What is this all about? The thing that pisses me off was when the girl confronted me it was like i was the only one who dislikes her. She even denied the fact that they were talking on the phone when the truth was he opened up to me about it. He even confided in me about how she ask him to go up to her room twice. I'm beginning to think that he likes her and that what we've all talk about asking her out and everything was true in his mind. It wasn't just a joke that he plans.

How can i trust anyone like him since he betrayed me. He didn't even thought about me talking to his girlfriend about all this. Such a numskull! He was crazy to think that he can just walk away from what he did. I don't think that he can save the friendship between us. I already erased him in my phonebook. He doesn't exist anymore.

I just couldn't help myself today and i just had to write it down. Don't worry guys i will be okay. My baby will be okay too....

Princesa - The Teeth

I like this song when it first came out.

Avril Lavigne - Fall To Pieces LIVE

This used to be my themesong! hahahaha! Those were the days! I still love this song!

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

Avril ROCKS!

WHAT"S UP EVERYONE???

What's up everyone? Just got back from my one week off from my full time to do some part time job in upstate New York. The photo above is the owner's lovable dog Taylor. Don't you find her so adorable and cute. I did miss my puppies back home. I've been on a very relaxing week which i think is good for me. I needed sometime off from my full time work since it's kinda heavy in a way and unlike the part time work i did, all i have to do is maintain the cleanliness of the house and take care of the dog. I did miss watching my favorite korean tv series hahaha! My Name Is Kim Sam Soon is the title. The guy remind me so much of a teacher back in college who is now in California happily married. He's a nice person that's all i can say.

So what else is new with me, well let's see... besides having my upcoming check up well i did had my ultrasound last March 24, i just haven't posted it maybe next time i promise you guys. Been doing some reading esp now that i have to schedule my exam. Which i promise myself i would do my very best not that i didn't in the past. Been talking to my little one every chance i get and enjoying evwerything at the moment though there are some UPs and Downs in my life.

Oh ya i almost forgot i've been excited of the business my mom, brother and I have been planning it's a computer shop back home and well we still don't know the name though my brother has a suggestion but we haven't really talk about it yet. Anyway i do hope you guys had a wonderful weekend. Thuogh it's been raining today i guess it will til tonight i just hope tommorow would be a better day. Have a nice week ahead of you guys! Enjoy! Tata... Ciao baby!

Stay by Carol Banawa

i really love this song!!!

god must have spent a little more time on you

i love this song!

Its the Hardest thing - 98 Degrees

Ah si papa nick lachey and drew lachey!

5ive - Until the time is through

Wla lang i'm watching my fave videos hehehe! Birthday present! LoL!

30 na ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello everyone! it's my day today hahaha! eto everything is well with me. Though syempre at times may problem. I'm just happy right now and i will be celebrating my birthday on my own. May work si Ian eh. basta i just want to be alone today. Bahala na lang later hehehe! Eto na naman ako nagpapaka-adventurous na naman. OK later na lang i'll keep you guys posted. Thanks everyone for remembering this day.

coco lee - before I fall in love

i like this song

PNE ROCKS!

I just can't wait to tell you gals and guys my latest adventure which is watching PAROKYA NI EDGAR concert with Bamboo. It was wild, crazy and fun, fun, fun! Enjoy talaga everytime i watch them. That was last March 24, 2007 at Asbury, New Jersey. Here are the lists of songs they performed. Buloy, Silvertoes, Please Don't Touch my Birdie, This Guy's In Love With You Pare, The Yes, Yes Show, Inuman na, Halaga, Para Sayo, Gitara, Papa Cologne, Mang Jose. I felt like i was in heaven! Grabe it feels like everything is good with my life. Natutupad na kasi lahat ng gusto ko gawin in life. I was with my cousin Jay, and his girlfriend Theye, her cousin Gladys, my NeY Ian, and Mhai. Theere was 3 bands before Parokya ni Edgar performed and then Bamboo performs. He sang a couple of new songs plus some old ones, songs he wrote like Hiwaga, Kung ayaw mo wag mo etc... He was good but then he doesn't even have the IPR skills to even approach the audience. Anyway the following day we had fun going to the beach though at this time it was still very cold. Still it's the start of Spring and yes it is a little cold. We went to the towns stores and had our window shopping. Well just enjoying my life as it comes and go.

THE DAY AFTER THE PNE CONCERT

Nice day isn't it?

From L to R: Emily, Jake, Gladys, Theye, Muah and Mai


L to R: Emily, Gladys, Theye, Papa Jay and Muah

The Shells at the beach

Not Quite Yet Summe But Spring!

Two guys watching the water.

Walking down to the beach!

The Beach

Me and Mai

PAROKYA NI EDGAR @ FAST LANE

During the concert (seriously watching!!!)

Where's Ian?

The groupies (from L to R: Theye, Papa Jay, Muah, Ian, Mai and Gladys)

Pose Girls and Boy

Bamboo (puro kanta lang ang inatupag!!!)

Pa pa Buwi

Chito total performer!!!!! kahit lasing!! LoL

Papa Buwi performing and having fun at the same time!

Let's drink to that!

Cge kanta ka lang pareng chito!

SPRING WALTZ

I just finished watching this korean tsinovela and all i can say is i'm at peace. I love how the series ended and how everything fell into place. It's like i was part of their lives too. I do love the OST songs everytime i hear it. I love the characters how each one is connected to each other. How they handle every situation. Hahaha! It's kinda funny but then this is who I am. Sometimes i could be so all drama about stuffs that's happening in my life. I know, I know things has changed a lot and still there are some stuffs needs a lot of attention. Which i still intend to attend to.

Latest updates nothing much for now but when i do get to have my ultrasound you guys get to see it... I'm feeling good right now, i know there are reasons for everything. There's a time and place for every single thing that happens in our lives. For some reason life has been good to me and i feel that things will be fine.

Enjoy the week ahead you guys!

mtv:enya_onlytime

It makes me feel good whenever i hear this song. It's so relaxing...

Spring Waltz MV #4_OST Tracks #1 and #10

HAYYYYYYYYYY! I'm in LOVE!

Music Video : One Love (Spring Waltz Korean Drama)

I just love the song!!!! I love the story too...

Months of Months

Wow! how time flies so fast a year ago i was still in my late twenties but in a month i would be in my early thirties naku! that would mean i wouldn't be in the calendar in a few years more. Ages!!! numbers lang naman yan eh! Di ba Mylene? hahahahaha! Anyway it just occured to me that it would be a whole month that my brother Mervin and I would be of the same age. My life has been good and wonderful. God has his plans for me and i feel that i'm in the right path. No regrets or whatsoever!

I am worried of some future ahead of me but i'll just go with the flow, make the most out of my life especially now that things are different. Got to think of the family i would be having. Life has change a lot for me since i've been here in the US of A. Ibang-iba sa lifestyle ko back home. I guess if i would have stayed home things would not be the same as right now. I'm just very happy that i have all the support and love of my family (my dad, mom and brother) and cousins who had always been there for me especially my friends... You know who you are thanks again for everything...

Hehehe! Wla lang i'm just in this mood of sharing with you guys! Eniwei i gtg enjoy the weekend! Will keep you guys updated about my pregnancy and all!

IT ONLY REMINDS ME....

When i was back home we had 3 dogs 2 German Sheperd (namely Queenie and Puppy unfortunately their both deceased) and 1 Pitbull (Sakura).

So Wednesday morning we were parking our car at Culver to pick up the passenger van we used for work. When i saw papa Renz (one of our co-worker) he was with this white dog. When we were about to ride the van, we were greeted by the dog. Who turned its attention towards us. Being a dog lover myself and so was Ian, our hearts just melted away when we found how friendly the dog was. It turns out to be a female pitbull and i'm not so sure of the age. It doesn't even have a collar which would mean that no one owns it. We even gave some food before we leave it alone thinking that someone might be looking for it and they just released it while the owner would be doing something else. So as we leave it behind the dog started to follow the van eventhough we had moved a few inches away from the gutter. We moved again and well it wouldn't leave us alone. Ian was very concerned that he might ran it over or someone else might. So he decided to take it and we'll just looked for a cop to give to. Knowing that they would find something good to do with it. After picking up our other co-worker we looked for a cop and when we found one. We explained the situation and when he take a look at it he told us "Don't you guys want to keep it?". Everyone was just smiling and politely saying we can't. But deep down both Ian and me wanted to keep it but then we don't even have a place of our own and to keep it, it's going to be a big responsibility. I don't think that we can afford of having a dog since i am 4 months pregnant and all. Then i realised how much i miss my dogs back home. Especiallly Sakura our pitbull, since she was 2 months old i have taken care of her. I'd feed her, take her for a bath and even play with her.

Just reminiscing some good memories. Enjoy the weeekend ahead.

This Guy's In Love With You Pare - Parokya Ni Edgar

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Well today it's valentine's nothing really special for today but there's snow everywhere here in NJ. Just hate snow, at first it was cool but then after a while it's like everytime you go out you'll get wet, muddy and cold. I don't know i guess still enjoy summer time of all the season there is. So it's Valentine's day and well we had work and Ian has his part time job tonight. Mhai, Ian's sister, went to her friend's house and their dad is still at work so right now i'm all alone. Which makes everything a little peaceful. See i don't get to be alone that often, i've been used to having Ian with me and since his sister and dad came their always around but this time i'm alone. I'm okay with that actually. Still need some cooking to do in a while and well i really need to study since my exam is coming near.

Whatelse is new with me? hmmm... not much really though i'm enjoying my life and being pregnant and all. I'm very thankful for my parents and brother who loves and supports me in every way. Syempre andyan din ang mga cousins ko like kuya JV, ate Jen, papa Jay and Mel. To my ever LOYAL FRIENDS (Mylene, Celeste, bestfriend JAY, Karen, Lorie etc...) ayan i thank you for everything and i do hope that you guys enjoy this day. I've been very blessed to have all these people around me and no matter what happens i know in the end we'll be there for each other.

I guess i gotta go for now the kitchen is calling me hahahahaha! Enjoy the rest of the week guys!

MEANING OF FLOWERS

Just thought that you guys would want some helpful information since it's valentine's day.

BIRD OF PARADISE: Magnificence.

BUTTERCUP: Childishness.

CACTUS: Endurance.

CALENDULA: Grief, jealousy. Also the birthflower for October.

CALLA LILY: Magnificent beauty. Associated with the sixth wedding anniversary.CAMELLIA: Gratitude.
CARNATION: Fascination, distinction, divine love, woman, yes. Also the birthflower for January.
CARNATION, PINK: A woman's love, I'll never forget you, mother's love.
CARNATION, PURPLE: Capriciousness.
CARNATION, RED: Alas for my poor heart, admiration, my heart aches for you, fascination.
CARNATION, STRIPED: Refusal, No, sorry I can't be with you.
CARNATION, WHITE: Innocence, faithfulness, sweet and lovely, pure love, ardent love, good luck. These lovely flowers have lasting qualities, and are often handed out on Mother's Day to symbolize the purity and strength of motherhood. They were handed out at the first Mother's Day service in 1908.
CARNATION, YELLOW: Disdain, rejection, you have disappointed me.CHRYSANTHEMUM: Cheerfulness, optimism, rest, truth. Considered to be a noble flower in Asian culture, mums are used as an object of meditation per a suggestion by Confucius. Also the birthflower for November.
CHRYSANTHEMUM, RED: I love.
CHRYSANTHEMUM, WHITE: Truth, loyal love.
CHRYSANTHEMUM, YELLOW: Slighted love

DAFFODIL: Regard, rebirth, new beginnings, unrequited love, you're the only one, chivalry. Associated with the tenth wedding anniversary. Also the birthflower for March.
DAFFODIL, SINGLE: Misfortune.
DAFFODIL, SEVERAL: Joy, happiness.
DAHLIA: Instability. Associated with the fourteenth wedding anniversary.
DAISY: Innocence, loyal love, I'll never tell, purity. Associated with the fifth wedding anniversary.
DANDELION: Faithfulness, happiness, love's oracle.

EUPHORBIA: Persistence.

FORGET-ME-NOT: True love, hope, remembrance, memories.

FOUR-LEAF CLOVER: Good luck, be mine.

GLADIOLUS: Strength of character, remembrance, infatuation, splendid beauty, give me a break, I'm really sincere, flower of the Gladiators, admiration, tells recipients that they pierce the heart like a sword. Because the gladiolus has blade-shaped leaves, the name comes from the Latin word gladius which means sword. Also the birthflower for August.

IRIS: Wisdom, Fleur-de-lis, emblem of France, your friendship means so much to me, faith, hope, valor, my compliments. Associated with the twenty-fifth wedding anniversary.
IRIS, BLUE: Faith, hope.
IRIS, PURPLE: Wisdom, compliments.
IRIS, YELLOW: Passion.
IRIS, WHITE: Purity.
IVY: Fidelity, wedded love, friendship, affection, marriage.

JASMINE, WHITE or INDIAN: Amiability , I attach myself to you, sensuality, attachment.
JASMINE, SPANISH: Sensuality.
JASMINE, YELLOW: Grace, elegance.

LILAC: Youthful, humility, confidence.
LILY: Majesty, wealth, pride, innocence, purity.
LILY, WHITE: Purity, modesty, virginity, majesty, it's heavenly to be with you. The white lily is linked to Juno, the queen of the gods in Roman mythology, by the story that while nursing her son Hercules, some excess milk fell from the sky creating the group of stars we call the Milky Way, and lilies were created from what milk fell to the earth. The Easter lily is also known as the symbol of the Virgin Mary.
LILY, ORANGE: flame, I burn for you.
LILY, YELLOW: I'm walking on air, false, gay.
LILY OF THE VALLEY: Return of happiness, purity of heart, sweetness, tears of the Virgin Mary, you've made my life complete, humility, happiness. The legend of the lily of the valley is that it sprang from Eve's tears when she was kicked out of the Garden of Eden. It is also believed that this flower protects gardens from evil spirits. Also known as the flower of May.

ORCHID: Rare beauty, love, refinement, beautiful lady, Chinese symbol for many children, mature charm, beauty, long life. Associated with twenty-eighth wedding anniversary.

TULIP: Perfect lover, frame, flower emblem of Holland.
TULIP, RED: Believe me, declaration of love, fame.
TULIP, VARIEGATED: Beautiful eyes.
TULIP, YELLOW: Hopeless love, there's sunshine in your smile.

WATER LILY: Purity of heart.

MEANING OF ROSES

CoLoRs of RoSeS:

Red - a vibrant and dramatic color, stands for romance and passion
-Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion

Pink represents a sense of grace, style and their gentle nature.
-Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.

Pink (Deep) says Thank You

White - stands for innocence, which makes it a perfect color choice for the angel in your life.
-Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
White (Bridal) Rose symbolizes a happy love

Lavender means love at first sight and enchantment

Coral is the color of desire. Send it and wait for passion to ignite.

Orange - Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination

Peach roses speak of appreciation, gratitude, and also sympathy.

Burgundy, an undercover treasure, is perfect for this shy Valentine

Yellow - symbolizes friendship, affection and joy
-In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.



COMBINED ROSES
Put two or more colors of roses together, and a new rose meaning arises:

White Roses + Yellow Roses = A symbol of harmony.

Red Roses + Yellow Roses = A message of happiness and celebration.

Red Roses + White Roses = An indication of bonding and harmony

Yellow Rose with Red Tip indicates friendship falling in Love

MORE ROSE SYMBOLISM
While roses are traditionally presented in bouquet form, these are also acceptable:

Single Red Rose "I love you" (but I'm not going to go broke telling you).

Single Rose Any Color "I thank you" (and I'm still not going to go broke saying so).
Single Rose in any color expresses simplicity and gratitude

Two Roses Entwined An engagement or marriage is imminent.

Meaning of Number of Roses:

1 Rose - Love at the first sight; you are the one
2 Roses - Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
3 Roses - I love you
6 Roses - I wanna be yours
7 Roses - I'm infatuated with you
9 Roses - An Eternal love, together as long as we live
10 Roses - You are perfect
11 Roses - You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
12 Roses - Be my steady
13 Roses - Secret Admirer
15 Roses - I am truly sorry, please forgive me
20 Roses - Believe me, I am sincere towards you
21 Roses - I am devoted to you
24 Roses - Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
33 Roses - Saying "I love you" with great affection
36 Roses - I will remember our romantic moments
40 Roses - My love for you is genuine
50 Roses - Regretless love, this is
99 Roses - I will love you for as long as I live
100 Roses - Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
101 Roses - You are my one and only love
108 Roses - Please marry me!
365 Roses - Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
999 Roses - Everlasting and Eternal love

Advance Happy Valentines Day to all!

Brooke and Lucas- How does it Feel??

I like this song and when i saw this video i just had to post it.

QUOTES from MARS

"I know.. I know who you are.. I know how you cry.. I know how you smile.. even if the whole world denies you.. you still have me. In my world.. you are not sick.. you are the one who gives me strength.. the one who gives me happiness." --Qiluo

"Even if human beings get injured, their wounds will heal. Though it will never be as beautiful as it was originally, new flesh will still grow to cover the wound." --Ling

"I like him. I like him. I like Chen Ling. can't I? I like him because he's always so brave. I like him because he couldn't care less. I like him because he understands what I say."- Qiluo

"I think...I'm afraid, probably? But...I'm not really afraid of you as a person. I think the thing I'm probably afraid of is...losing something precious because of you. Right now, I have things that I want to protect, people that I don't want to lose. You could say this is weak , and that's all right, because I don't have to make people think I'm a strong person...nor do I want to be a strong person." --Ling

"If forever and forever we could always be like this.. laughing together, cying together, how wonderful it will be.. it doesn't matter if we will be boyfriend and girlfriend." --Qiluo

"No matter what you have done, no matter what happened to you, in my heart, you forever remain the same.. never change." --Ling

"This world has judged you unfairly. You also judge this world in your own way. If there's really no one believing in you, I want to tell you.. I believe in you." --Qiluo

"I will protect you.. whatever happens in the future, I will certainly be by your side and help you." --Ling

Rang wo ai ni (Let me love you) Vic Zhou and Barbie Hsu

Da S:It is always impossible to wipe away the past

Zai Zai:Even stronger memories are still like a nightmare you can't wake up from

Da S:My teardrops drip past your sky

Zai Zai:The rain is incessant
My heart aches badly
The wind is a like a drawing utensil
Watching me
Your face is in front of the wind

Da S:My heart draws out a rainbow for the first time

Together:Because of you
I believe

Da S:Just let me love you
I'm not myself

Zai Zai:The broken reflection of light
Within the darkness is a profound attraction
AbsolutelyEven if there is not much life remaining

Da S:We only need to embrace the momentary privity
Just let me love you
Proving there are miracles
Within an impetuous heart
You lie in the depths of the soul
I am willing
To abandon the world and leave with a smile
Next...
(Afterwards, there is nothing left to listen to...)

Mars Theme Song - Rang Wo Ai Ni (Let me love you)

MY latest favorite korean tv series... Look how cute Vic Zhou is!!! My typical badboy! hehehe!

UPDATES

This was the reason why i haven't updated my blog i've been busy with work and with this stuffs happening in my life right now. I'm very happy right now knowing that i would be a mom sometime in August 2007. Wow! At first i couldn't believe it myself it's like when we had our first pregnancy test i had mix emotions of what i would be feeling and how would i be feeling when i find out the truth. Then reality hits me and finally we've been sort of expecting it at the right time i guess this was the right time. O ayan may makakalaro na ang pamangkin ko si Lance... hahahaha! For those i haven't tell it too TRUE po ito WALANG BIRO! I AM VERY PREGNANT! Thank God i was able to tell to my parents and they understood wala ba hassle of questions what,where and when etc.... Come to think of it i am of age naku naman. I will be 30 y/o this coming April actuallly both us are (Ian and me)

So here's the update about my pregnancy:

January 3, 2007 We had our first pregnancy test and it was positive, pretty exciting don't you think?
January 6, 2007 2nd pregnancy test and still positive
January 8, 2007 Had my 1st appointment with my case manager OB-GYN Shirley Harris-Johnson and everything went fine.
January 13, 2007 Had my first ultrasound and saw my baby,the lady who saw me said it was 15 weeks old already, touching isn't it? I almost cried but deep down i did.
January 23, 2007 Had my first papsmear, PPD and my 2nd ultrasound since my mid-wife Marie Ditomasso wasn't sure it was 15 weeks old since when she felt me inside, it felt like the baby was too small. So as of now I finally got the right age 11 weeks and 6 days.


Hope you guys enjoiy teh rest of the week!

A walk to remember - the weakness in me

THE WEAKNESS IN ME

I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love

But to you I gave my affection right from the start

I have a lover who loves me, how could I break such a heart

Yet still you get my attention

Why do you come here when you know I've got troubles enough

Why do you call me when you know I can't answer the phone

Make me lie and I don't want to

And make someone else some kind of unknowing fool

You make me stay when I should not

Are you so strong or is all the weakness in me

Why do you come here and pretend to be just passing by

But I mean to see you

And I mean to hold you, tightly

Feeling guilty, worried, waking from tormented sleep

This old love has me bound but the new love cuts deep

If I choose now, I'll lose out, one of you has to fall

And I need you, and you

Why do you come here when you know I've got troubles enough

Why do you call me when you know I can't answer the phone

Make me lie and I don't want to

And make someone else some kind of unknowing fool

You make me stay when I should not

Are you so strong or is all the weakness in me

Why do you come here and pretend to be just passing by

But I mean to see you

And I mean to hold you, tightly

YEAR 2007

" The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw, my inability to change. I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible, standing perfectly still... It feels safer somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected... Who knows what other pain might be out there, waiting for you. Chances are it could be even worse. So you maintain the status quo. Choose the road already traveled and it doesn't seem that bad. Not as far as flaws go. You're not a drug addict. You're not killing anyone... Except maybe yourself a little. When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion, where all of a sudden we're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that. The kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they looked at us really close. Which, thank God, they never do. But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope this is it. This is the person you get to be forever... that you'll never have to change again. " Ephram ( Everwood 2002 )

It was not so long ago that I was thinking of the changes that i've gone through, of how everything was before. I still can't believe that life has given me much to learn about and i still am learning more. I guess the changes i have made has made me a better person all along. I kow how it feels to undergo those adjustment periods in which you go through while being in another place and all. But then being in a new place makes you wonder of how life would have been if you were back home. I know deep down that God Has put me in the right place. There's a place and time for everything though i haven't gotten what i wished for I know that it will come to me at the right time.

I am very thankful for all the things i have right now. A loving and supportive family back home. My cousins who are always there with me in everything. Friends who has always been there and always have time for me and never forgets to just pops up when they have the time. For new friends that i had made throughout this journey i am still going through. Life has so much to give me and i have so much to give back too. Sheesh! Ang drama eh pwede na sa FAMAS o MMFF hahahaha!

May this year be full of hopes and more new learning in life. Lapit na ang weekend! Yehey! hahaha! sabay ganun eh!

NEW YEAR PHOTOS 2007

Kaitlyn (Ian's niece) and Me
Party People!!!

Red, Black and Yellow ang theme!!!

Ian and Me