INVISIBLE IN YOUR EYES

Invisible Man

98 DEGREES

You can hardly
wait to tell all your friends
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always
makes your heart skip a beat
Every time he walks by
And if you're feeling down
He'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when
you're makin' love
He's everything
you've been dreaming of
Oh baby
I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes
lookin' deep into mine
Telling me more than
any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby to you all I am
Is the invisible man
You probably spend
hours on the phone
Talkin' 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter
what the conversation
Just as long as he called
Lost in a love so real
And so sincere
You wipe away each other's tears
Your face lights up
whenever he appears
I see you all the time baby
The way you look at him
I wish it was me sweetheart
Boy I wish it was me
But I guess I'll never be...
[Chorus]

I just can't help myself everytime i hear this song it just makes me feel sad. I don't know if i'm still in that phase or i've already outgrown it (maybe...). It hurts to be in that position wherein you find yourself falling inlove with someone who won't love you back. Talking about past experiences yup i can certainly say that i am one of those people. It's like i'd do anything for that person but for some reason he doesn't even know i exist or maybe he does but all he can give me is the gift of friendship. I guess being rejected was mostly part of my life and being love seems to be so new to me like being reborn again. Everyone is so afraid of rejection but who doesn't? In my case i've gotten used to be second choice always the underdog. Maybe i'm putting myself down again but sometimes i couldn't help but feel this way especially if the person i love is the one making me feel this way. I know not everyone can understand this especially that special person. Sometimes everyone feels invisible and when they do no one can truly see what they feel inside, the pain and suffering of feeling rejected and alone. No one can truly understand how it feels like to be behind the scene of a movie and be unrecognized. No one wants to be aone in life and yet sometimes maybe it was meant to be. I guess people just get used to the fact of whatever or wherever they are in their life. The best thing to do is enjoy every minute of your life. The only person who can make you feel good is yourself and no one else can help you if you don't love yourself.