Here's a thought for people like me who's always been thinking a lot... what if your life seems to be a routine like every single day of your life all you do is do the same routine over and over again then suddenly someone step into your life. And this special someone made a major impact on you like he/she turns your world upside down. What seems to be boring before is now what you look forward in doing. Giving you inspiration to be able to do things and be contented about it.
Back in the days i used to have this webpage and i used to be able to write about things that usually happens in my life but since i started this journal/webpage of mine i wasn't able to do so in the start. Because things were different back then until now.... I was able to talk to Mylene in the wee hours of the morning since we are just a call away from each other. I was a little bit annoyed about a certain thing. Anyway for me to forget about my annoyance towards this thing i might as well divert my attention.
I was surprised yesterday afternoon when my boyfriend said that we'll be going to the park since it was like 84 degress F, it was hot and we were both bored staying at home. We were sleeping the whole day and we needed some fresh air. I am not used of him asking me but i didn't show it. But deep down i was thrilled since we hardly go out on a saturday. There was always something about us going out like any ordinary relationship, this seems so natural when it comes to us.
Like we've known each other for a very long time, so sure we've seen each other like when we were college but we never really meet back then. We may have passed each other at the hallway or maybe we have exchange glances but never really bothered to really look. I guess we were meant to see each other again cause this time we have gotten to know each other very well. At the very start it was just a friendly prank between us, since we're of the same age and we were just playing along a role but i never thought that the pretend roles we were playing would eventually be true. We fell in love along the way but there was a complication between us. So much for being true to myself i was in love with the guy but things weren't what i expected it to be. At the very start of our relationship those were difficult times until recently things started to fall into place.
Lately the picture of us has been some kind of an emotional impact on me. I can't even start the thoughts that has been on my mind. Maybe in time i can figure everything out but for the moment i'd just like to live the present and enjoy every moment of it. So there i am out and i am proud of it...
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