We (my boyfriend ian and me) were on our way to returning the dvd/vcd's we borrowed from the video store when we saw this girl and she waved at him, when i looked at him he was waving back. I was about to ask him who she was but i had to get out of the car to return the dvd/vcds. When i came back to the car, i wanted to ask him who the girl was but as it turns out he was the one who brought it up. It was the ex-girlfriend... I didn't even recognize her for she looks so innocent. I just couldn't believe that it was her for i have never met her personally and i just know her through the pictures i saw in friendster, her personal profile and from my boyfriend's email address (she usually send tons of pictures of her). For an instance i didn't feel a pinch of anger towards her since the things she had done to my boyfriend maybe it was a blessing in disguise that i didn't know it was her waving at him. For just once i wasn't feeling angry at her maybe because i know deep down that I AM THE PRESENT and it's me that he's with. In the past whenever i know that he's been with her or even talked to her either thru chat or by phone it just makes me cringe in anger asking myself why he's still friends or why he's still in a relationship that's been failing. I guess that everything is sinking in now and i have a better understanding of everything.
So that's my west side story...
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