Ok let me get this straight i just couldn't admit it but i am the jealous type BUT i try to be reasonable not to be. My boyfriend thinks that i am still jealous of his ex-gf maybe in the past but right now in this moment in time i don't think i am and he won't believed it. It's just that there's something about her that bothers me and well you know how it is there will always be someone that you don't feel at ease with maybe it has something to do with the past or maybe it's just her personality itself, i just don't know. But when i saw her for the first time or maybe the second time, since i just saw her back during the time they were still together (hehehe!), i felt nothing it's like when he sees his friends and i get to meet them personally. I can't even explain why i sometimes have this feelings towards her but don't take it personally i'm just still undecided about it. I was talking to a good friend of mine Engineer Raymond (WOW such a big word!) and he was telling me that it's just natural to be jealous but you should know how to handle it. It's such a puzzle that i haven't even heard her good side cause everything i know about her is the bad side. Maybe given the chance i might be able to understand who she really is but then again let's just leave it that way.
Relationships you really have to work hard on it. Kaloka nga talaga di ba Mylene? Well i'm still in this certain phase of how reality bites. I don't want to be this angry person with repressed feelings. Anyway i hope to anyone who's reading this understands my point of view... so enjoy the weekend!
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